it`s so hard to say goodbye to yesterday ; BOYSIIMEN .
I can’t believe that my Bestfriend is about to have her baby girl any day . I am a proud God mother (:
i made the bigg
1. think of the last person who said i love you, do you think they meant it?
- honestly no i don`t .
2. would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
- yeah .
3. when’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
- now .
4. would you ever smile at a stranger?
- do it all the timme (: i`m too happy .
5. is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
- the whole world . ctfu . sike i don`t know .
6. have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
- mhm .
7. what exactly are you wearing right now?
- light grey sweats , stevenson university shirt , peacoat & socks (: pink ones .
8. how often do you listen to music?
- daily .
9. do you wear jeans or sweats more?
- sweats .
10. do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
- sure i guess .
11. are you a social or an antisocial person?
- social butterfly baby (:
12. have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘a’?
- mhm .
13. what about ‘r’?
- mhm .
14. can you drive a stick shift?
- nope .
15. do you care if people talk badly about you?
- sometimes .
16. are you going out of town soon?
- nope .
17. when was the last time you cried?
- lastnight .
18. have you ever told someone you loved them?
- daily .
19. if you could change your eye color, would you?
-sure .
20. is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
- no comment .
21. name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
- ENRICO !
22. is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
- love it .
23. are you dating the last person you talked to?
- YUP :/
24. what are you sitting on right now?
- chaiiiir (:
25. does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
- daily .
26. have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
- don`t we all ? .
27. who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
- bestfriend i think .
28. do you get a lot of colds?
- no .
29. where is the shirt you are wearing from?
- Stevenson UV .
30. does anyone hate you?
- YES !
31. do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
- not hidden .
32. do you like watching scary movies?
- yes .
33. do you want your tongue pierced?
- already have it .
34. if you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
- 2009 & 2010 .
35. did you have a dream last night?
- mhm .
36. when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- earlier .
37. do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
- i wish . but no .
38. do you think someone has feelings for you?
- i know they do .
39. do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- yes .
40. did you have a good day yesterday?
- yes .
41. think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
- no but i was still talking to the boy i was dating & we just broke up .
42. in the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
- yes .
43. has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
- mhm . but it was all a lie .
44. what’s the best part about school?
- the diploma .
45. do you have any pictures on your facebook?
- YES . a lot (:
46. do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
- all the time .
47. do you replay things that have happened in your head?
- all the time . D:
48. were you single over the last summer?
- nope . i surely wasn`t .
49. is your life anything like it was two years ago?
- personally , it`s better .
50. what are you supposed to be doing right now?
- sleepin` .
51. do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
- sometimes .
52. are you nice to everyone?
- nope .
53. have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
- once or twice .
54. do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
- i`m doing it now . going on seven months .
55. are you good at hiding your feelings?
- nope . i show them exactly when i`m feelin` them .
56. do you think you like someone?
- i know i do .
57. have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘j’?
- mhmm .
58. do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
- dudes .
59. has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
- all of them .
60. do you hate anyone?
- mhm .
61. how’s your heart?
- shattered .
62. is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
- a few things .
63. have you ever cried over a guy?
- once or twice .
64. who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
- my ex boyfriend ; Rico .
65. are your toenails painted pink?
- i mean they`re french & they have the pink on them ? ha .
66. will your next kiss be a mistake?
- who knows when i`ll kiss someone . won`t be for a long time .
67. girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
- i do .
68. have your pants ever fallen down in public?
- yes .
69. who was the last person you were on the phone with?
- Shawn .
70. how do you look right now?
- a mess .
71. do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
- a few .
72. can you commit to one person?
- mhm .
73. do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
- a few .
74. have you ever felt replaced?
- feelin` it now .
75. did you wake up cranky?
- no but i usualy do .
76. are you a jealous person?
- HECK YEAH .
77. are relationships ever worth it?
- depends .
78. anyone you’re giving up on?
- currently . yes !
79. currently wanting to see anyone?
- mhm .
80. name something you have to do tomorrow?
- go back to Baltimore .
81. last person you cried in front of?
- Rico .
82. is there someone you will never forget?
- a few .
83. do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
- no . he has shown he isn`t .
84. if the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
- sleepin` & cuddling .
85. are you over your past?
- working on it .
86. have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
- yes .
87. is there anyone you can tell everything to?
- yes .
88. if your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
- fuck no .
89. so, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3am; do you let them in?
- right now ? fuck no . he can sitt in the cold .
90. have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
- all the time .
91. will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
- who knows .
92. is there anyone you know with the name michael?
- a couple people .
93. have you ever kissed a matthew?
- lmfao yes .
94. were you in a relationship in january? how was it going?
- yes & bluuuh .
95. were you happy with the person you liked in march?
- no .
96. don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
- i mean we were together for seven months recently .
97. who do you have texts from?
- Rico .
98. if the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
- he already does . & that`s why we aren`t together & i hate him .
99. have you ever kissed someone older than you?
- mhm .
100. who’s in your profile picture with you?
- me .
101. ever kissed under fireworks?
- mhm .
102. has anybody ever given you butterflies?
- YESSSS <333
i`m thankful for so much . i can`t believe Christmas is here & soon it`ll be leaving . next thing we know it`s going to be January 1st . something that i dread but that`ll be something i have to get over .
over the past year , i have learned so much about who i am & where i want to be . i have come to realize who was real & who wasn`t . i have overcome too many obsticales & i still have more i`m jumping over now .
i want to say thankyou for everyone who has ever supported me .